Its my birthday and I'll cry if I want to...

The day has taken a turn for the worse. Most of my friends will not be going to karaoke tonight. All for important reasons and I don't want any of them to feel bad, as I don't mean to make this a guilt thing. Its just, I figured Karaoke was a sure thing way to celebrate my birthday, without actually being for my birthday. Just a great place to go out and have a good time with good people. You know, just like any Friday night karaoke, only I would be able to drink tonight and splurge on the extra money for cabs and stuff. I'm still going tonight. Hopefully, I won't be sitting alone. Even if I am though, I still get to listen to Lisa sing and cheer her on.

As I was feeling bummed about tonight, Darrelyn and Breanna decided to be difficult. I made great food for lunch, pizza and garlic fingers. You would think they'd be excited to eat lunch, right? Wrong! I feel like I'm herding sheep trying to get them to stay at the table. Thankfully, my niece and nephew have been very well-behaved. Anyway, temper tantrums and such always bring my mood down as well. How can it not?

So now I'm sitting here, kind of dissappointed on how my day is proceeding. I'm hoping Gary will be done his conference call soon and maybe I can go take a nap or something. I think being tired on top of everything isn't helping at all.